The life of the recent divorcee...There are like 50 million blogs about this, but I don't really care if anyone reads this one....Everytime I get drunk, I am going to write....hopefully....which might be every day...
Recently I've moved across the country....I left my recently acquired friends behind. And the new boy toy who I still absolutely adore...
I keep repeating to myself...I am 30 and divorced....It always sounds so mundane when you read or hear about it until it happens to you....then the gut wrenching truth comes out....it is YOU....you were not good enough for him....YOU failed at your marriage.....YOU are going to be alone forever....
And so it begins....my new trek into the world of man....I am not looking for a boy friend right now...I don't think so, at least....good thing, because I am not finding any - just one night stands....I am average attractiveness....a little overweight....and above average intelligence....so take that into account.
I will go into past discretions later, but now, I am talking to a guy who is awesome in every way....other than the fact that he doesn't like pets....and I have a dog....but he is only separated....and he talks like his wife can do no wrong even though she was the one who got the boyfriend. I need someone devoted like that....Someone who thinks I'm beautiful when I'm 50....someone who will still call me his bride after 25 years...
24 years is a long time to spend with someone....but if they hurt you to the core and break fundamental promises....can you really forgive them? And if you do, I promise you, you will never forget....
Recently I've moved across the country....I left my recently acquired friends behind. And the new boy toy who I still absolutely adore...
I keep repeating to myself...I am 30 and divorced....It always sounds so mundane when you read or hear about it until it happens to you....then the gut wrenching truth comes out....it is YOU....you were not good enough for him....YOU failed at your marriage.....YOU are going to be alone forever....
And so it begins....my new trek into the world of man....I am not looking for a boy friend right now...I don't think so, at least....good thing, because I am not finding any - just one night stands....I am average attractiveness....a little overweight....and above average intelligence....so take that into account.
I will go into past discretions later, but now, I am talking to a guy who is awesome in every way....other than the fact that he doesn't like pets....and I have a dog....but he is only separated....and he talks like his wife can do no wrong even though she was the one who got the boyfriend. I need someone devoted like that....Someone who thinks I'm beautiful when I'm 50....someone who will still call me his bride after 25 years...
24 years is a long time to spend with someone....but if they hurt you to the core and break fundamental promises....can you really forgive them? And if you do, I promise you, you will never forget....
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